Doing: Well, I hate to admit this, but I am in full Viva Las Vegas Rockabilly Weekender Planning. It is crazy, and stupid, and now involves spreadsheets.
I am also in the midst of cooking like a mad woman. I often find that when I am stressed to the max, I love to cook or bake. I makes me feel in control and makes me feel so much better. Plus, you get to have something yummy to eat when you are finished.
Thinking about: How much I despise winter. Like I really hate it. I have no clue how, or why, I have lasted so long in a state that has all the seasons, and winter always seems to last the longest. Soon this will not be the case.
Additionally, I am completely free of Paxil. I am completely off of it, taking no more of the taper, and have had it fully out of my system for a week. I feel like my mind is so much clearer, I have already lost 5 lbs, and my sleep seems less terrifying. Here is to getting off prescription drugs that I didn't need to be on!
Watching: I am watching the new season of Grey's Anatomy. I feel like this show should be wrapped up, like it's time. However, I still watch it, and still get pulled back in, and I am fine with it.
Loving: I just got new sheets and new bedding for my new single gal room, and I am loving how comfortable and girly it is. I have to say, this might be one of the most difficult seasons of my life, but I am taking control over my feelings and doing things to make me feel better. Small things, like new sheets, or a new pillow, or perfume. Little things that make me feel wonderful, that is the key to getting passed this.